This Japanese BL series about two men stuck in their individual unfulfilling physical relationships, where there is love but no sex. How these two men eventually meet each other, possibly fill void in each other's life makes the base of the story. Sadly, towards the last few episodes it felt like the makers were very confused on how they want to end the show. The finale lacks excitement and something that started well falls to a bad ending. The show has 7 episodes each of about 24 minutes.
Kazuaki lives with his longterm girlfriend, buttoner a time the girlfriend has completely lost interest in sex. While they still get along, she always turns down his sexual advances. Kazuaki grows increasingly frustrated and feels unfulfilled in their relationship. One night he accidentally sends an email to a wrong id thinking of it as a restaurant. Realizing his mistake, he sends an apology email to the receiver. Nakarai replies back, telling him not to worry. They continue exchanging short messages, developing a casual back-and-forth. Despite being complete strangers, their conversations feel easy and natural. Over time, they become pen pals. Slowly they get comfortable and start to talk about their relationships as well. Nakarai lives with a friend, who has been with him, taking care of him, ever since Nakarai's parents died by there is no physical intimacy between them leading to a very sexually frustrated Nakarai. The two men realize the parallels in their situations. They can relate to each other. Over a period of time, the two men figure out that they work in same company when a chance outing to a museum opens the secret, The two men book a hotel for sex and make it clear that this will be just physical with no emotional attachment. However, neither of them can get the other one out of their mind. Kazuaki's girlfriend finds out the truth and leaves him, but in a surprise event, Nakarai's friend confesses his love to him and also the reason why he cannot get intimate. Few days pass, where both these men now try to suppress their feelings for one another, deleting the contacts, but eventually can't hold back and on a rushed finale, Kazuaki and Nakarai start their romance with a passionate kiss.
The series tackles an interesting, unexplored and a very meaningful and important topic - importance of sex and physical intimacy in relationships. Instead of rushing into a quick, meaningless fling, their journey unfolds over multiple episodes. It ensures you understand their personal lives, sympathize with their inner conflicts, and care about their happiness. But it is very evident that they are both sexually frustrated. This love story seems to be going well. Sadly, we are not told things in details from their partners perspectives. Sure, they say their reasons but it's not compelling enough. They seem like mere obstacles to the relationship instead of fully realized characters and I think they should have been given more depth to justify actions of our main two characters going out and looking for love outside. As I mentioned above, towards the last two episodes the show does total downhill. The focus shifts to the fallout from the angsty melodrama, almost overshadowing the romance. After so much tension and longing, the conclusion feels more like a drizzle than a downpour. I had really enjoyed the first few episodes where the duo change messages, talk in office without realizing who each other is and their eventual secret reveal. But a shallow and rushed ending destroyed all the excitement that I had. Was it lust, was it love? How did this love develop? Is it so easy to move on from your long term relationships? Etc. A few questions like these are just left open.
As actors the two men do a good job with what was handled to them in the script. Both of them are strikingly handsome and share a good chemistry together. Cinematography was beautiful and felt very gentle and poetic with rain serving as an important backdrop in most of the scenes. A show that started off well but could have done better with some more thought given in the last part. (6.5/10)
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