This Hindi movie is a pretty straightforward slice-of-life story that tries to give a modern look at what it's like to be a single, professional gay man. It dives into how he understands who he is, the chances he missed out on, and the personal choices he’s made along the way. The director used three parallel timelines to tell the story, which honestly didn't make much sense to me. While the core idea was actually pretty interesting, I really feel like this would have worked way better as a short film considering the point it was trying to make. Still, it wasn't a bad watch. The plot centers on Rachit, a city professional, and his friend Shikhar as they hang out for an evening. Rachit is a polished, urban guy, while Shikhar has more of a "small-town" rustic vibe, and you can really see the contrast between them when they talk. As the night goes on, Rachit starts thinking back to some old memories from a long time ago. He remembers being an intern after college in ...
X is a struggling trans actor whose leather jacket cool can’t hide his desperate need for family. He finds a sense of community within a lesbian bowling team led by the tough and fiercely independent queer mom Susan (Faith Bryan). But Susan dies, and expectedly X feels lost. At Susan’s funeral, he meets Alex, who turns out to have an unexpected connection to Susan and for the first time X feels like he is being seen. The two become close as they fulfill Susan’s wish for her ashes to be scattered. Remaining of the film is all about X, Alex, and members of the bowling team processing their grief and working out who they were to Susan and who they are to each other.
At just over an hour, I struggled to really understand the central story. It felt more of a euphemism trying of how you see yourself and how others see you. X is struggling to deal with a loss very close to him. The connection that forms between him and Alex opens up the possibility of a new, lasting happiness, but managing new feelings at such an emotionally volatile time is always difficult. Their interactions also create space for discussions about masculinity, the process of becoming comfortable with oneself as a man as one grows older, and different attitudes to the experience of being trans. As mentioned before, the film is directed in a very edgy, artsy way; some may call bold and inventive especially in its effort to try and do a full on trans representation, but for me as a n audience, who knew nothing about the film before I saw it; I felt many gaps and misses and especially the emotional connect. Yes, it is an attempt to make a sincere film about trans people made by trans people providing some amazing representation. But how I wish, th narration was done more in a traditional style (but thats just my view). I hear the film has received amazing reviews throughout from critics and I am happy for the team, but personally I didn't find the film engaging and I would blame the narration and direction style mostly. The actors were all brilliant and anyone who gives an excuse that we do to have enough gay/trans actors out there, is just wrong. (4/10)
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